August 22, 1968
(Satprem has not seen Mother since August 10. According to
the doctor, her heart is weak, she does not eat anymore and
can no longer remain standing. Yet she appeared for five
minutes at the balcony for the darshan of August 15, but P.,
Mother’s bodyguard, and V., her attendant, were behind and
beside her, ready to support her. She looked so pale in her
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silver cloak. This morning, August 22, she has sent Satprem a
note and soup packets, remembering even his material needs.
Her handwriting is quite changed.)
August 22, 1968
Here are some soups, you must not have
any left.
This time, it is TRULY interesting – but a bit
total and radical.
How far, far away we are from the goal….
I will try to remember.
With you always.
Signed: Mother
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