March 18, 1972
(No sooner has Satprem entered her room than Mother looks
at him and declares categorically:)
Things are better – aren’t they?
For me or for….
Yes, for you.
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Well, I think so, I hope so.
Yes, but I am telling you: things ARE better – I know! (Mother laughs)
It’s cleared up.
It was pretty tough.
(Mother signs the contract for the
publication of the "Synthesis" in France – silence)
Do you feel that things are also better in general, or …
Yes.
… or is it specific?
Things are better.
A dawning of joy in the body…. It’s coming, it’s coming.
You remember, I told you everything was like this (gesture on the brink of catastrophe), but now we are plainly – plainly on the bright side. From time to time (a little wobbly gesture), but … plainly on the bright side.
It’s much better.
(silence)
And your atmosphere is much clearer, MUCH clearer. There are less … (gesture of conflicts).
Have you seen this?
(Mother hands Satprem a paper about the
restrictions on admission to the Ashram)
Don’t people ask you to come to the Ashram?
I never encourage them.
Shall we meditate?
(long meditation)
You have nothing to say?
I wish everything would melt.
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(Mother laughs and takes Satprem’s hands)
It’s very clear. Very clear.
(Mother goes off again,
holding Satprem’s hands)
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