October 28, 1972
What would you like? … Nothing?
Do you think I’m soon going to pass into another life?
Another life?
Yes, another consciousness, let’s say.
(after a silence)
I wanted to ask you something. You know the mantra I gave you, I don’t remember if the last word is Bhagavatee or Bhagavateh?
Bhagavateh, Mother.
Ah, Bhagavateh! … (Mother repeats the mantra) OM Namo Bhagavateh … like that.
Yes, Mother.
(meditation)
Did you notice how strong the mantra is on the subconscient? It
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has a great, great power over the subconscient.
I told you what a nuisance the subconscient is, didn’t I? …
Oh, yes!
But, repeating that mantra has a great, great effect on it.
(silence)
One mustn’t … one mustn’t … [get impatient]. If people can have trust….
Eating has become almost an impossibility, mon petit. In my case it’s all right because I don’t do anything, I am immobile all day, so if I don’t eat it doesn’t matter too much, but people who work and move and come and go must take care.
(Imploringly) Let me do the work.
I hope … I hope it will be useful to others.
It’s become … it’s become an almost unsolvable problem (Mother holds her throat): at times I can’t even swallow.
(silence)
I’ve found but one solution: What You want, Lord, what You want…. And what comes up from the subconscient is constantly met by: OM namo Bhagavateh, OM….
(meditation)
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